I never knew that exploring a sexual fantasy with pain and pleasure could result in the most mind-blowing orgasm of my life, but it did!
I've shot for so many sites on Kink.com and I have so many favorites. It's hard to narrow down just one singular experience that stands out above the rest. But off the top of my head, what comes to mind is a scene I performed in for the site Sex and Submission about six or seven years ago.
I was definitely nervous and anxious before the scene, but that all just melts away on set with KINK.
This day of filming with Sex and Submission was a total fantasy. Small Hands and I got to play these wild characters and step into a kinky role-play scenario.
I was supposed to be the daughter of a notorious mobster. The mob deal had gone awry years ago, but someone had to pay for my family's transgressions — and that was me. So it was totally like this kind of revenge scenario. We shot the scene in this cool jail cell which had a really gritty vibe to it.
I think a bit of role-play is always fun! You get to be these other characters and really surrender to these over-the-top kinds of power dynamics.
Steamy Bondage
I found myself in quite a few hot and steamy bondage positions that day, like the one where I'm flogged and fucked in the jail cell with my ass up in the air. Rope was wrapped around my thighs and ankles, and my wrists were bound together too!
During parts of the scene, like this flogging that had harder corporal, I had to focus on my breath. I think breathing and talking to Small Hands gave me reassurance and belief in myself.
Masochistic Dominoes
That day on set we got to explore a lot of really hot sexual stuff and a zipper!
A zipper is when clothespins are pinched onto your body with a string underneath. Afterwards, the string is pulled and it rips off the pinchy clothespins, like a game of masochistic dominoes or something. I know it sounds a little weird, but it's a huge favorite for me.
This was one of my favorite things we did that day. My arms were bound and pulled up above my head, almost like I was hanging by them. A big ball gag was stuffed into my mouth and nipple clamps dug into my nipples. Next, Small Hands placed clothespins all over the front of my body!
Best Zipper Orgasm!
The clothespins pinched into my flesh in the most delightful way. My body was just lit up and so overstimulated. Once the vibrator pushed hard against my pussy, I just couldn't take it anymore! Just as I started to orgasm from the vibrator, he ripped the clothespins off with the zipper. Honestly, it was one of the best orgasms of my life!
Gratitude & Trust
Amazing sexual experiences like this leave me filled with so much gratitude for the performers that I've worked with like Small Hands and having places like KINK to live out these wild sexual fantasies.
The scene was sexy and fun—what more could you want from a kinky day of work in front of the camera? Part of what made the scene so much fun was working with my scene partner, Small Hands. He and I had worked together in the past and, well, he's someone I trust and feel really comfortable with, and that means a lot.
I had an amazing time for sure. I always get the chance to explore my sexuality in such a fun and safe way with Kink!
