This scene made me nervous — would I be able to act the part? Would I live up to the other incredible, iconic scenes on Divine Bitches?
This is my first time as a dominatrix for Kink.com. Prior to this scene, I had "played the role of a dominant" — but it was all just acting.
The Domme
I got to really explore my fierce, pain-giving goddess side to the fullest extent on set. I felt absolutely beautiful. During this scene, it was like a switch had flipped for me somehow, and I was like, "Oh, I was actually born for this!"
It's the strangest thing, but it hits me… like, "Yeah, I think I can do this."
I always admire a beautiful and creative triple-X set. The styling, the set design, and even the props are amazing. This scene is a perfect combination of art and sex!
The Boy
Shawn Fox is so fun to work with and really lets me find my groove. He seems like he is genuinely here to enjoy himself and provides an awesome scene.
The Switch
During small talk with Shawn, prior to the scene and boundaries discussion, something about him sort of changes the gears in my brain. While we are talking, I realize I want to dominate him. It's the strangest thing, but it hits me… like, "Yeah, I think I can do this."
I would say 99% of the time I prefer to be a submissive — which is why this scene is so memorable for me. That 1% hits hard!
I've never used anything like this before, and I am pretty hesitant. But Shawn is eager and ready, which gives me a lot of confidence. I am trying to act like a tough divine bitch while drilling it into his ass, but honestly, I am laughing the whole time! It is so fun; I want one for my home!
I would say 99% of the time I prefer to be a submissive — which is why this scene is so memorable for me. That 1% hits hard!
The rest of the scene is also amazing — we try a variety of paddles and CBT toys. I really get off seeing how tortured but turned on Shawn gets from each of the devices I use on him.
Owning It
This scene really breaks me out of the mold of "acting like a Domme for scenes" to truly playing the part and understanding the draw. I really feel like this experience brings a side of myself out into the light — a side that I have never met before.
Investing in the Experience
I love treating hardcore scenes like a test of strength as well as a performance art piece. It's similar to how I treat ballet or my martial arts training. It's about longevity, safety, and fully investing myself into the experience. After boundaries and comfort levels are discussed, then we sink into the scene. We fully embrace the environment and every sensation with no holding back.
Shoutout
Every experience I've had with Kink is memorable — from shooting in a cute apartment in San Francisco, to my partner and me using electric shocks on each other for the first time, to shooting with JP in his dungeon in Vegas. I always have such an amazing time!
