My most memorable scene for Kink.com involved a human-sized water tank! It took place in the basement of the Armory with John Paul "the Pope" for Hogtied. Just thinking about it gives me chills because it was equal parts thrilling and genuinely terrifying down there.
The Descent
The scene was filmed at the very bottom of the Armory, the huge KINK castle in San Francisco. Under the building, Mission Creek ran through the space. The whole place was vast and sprawling. When the production lights illuminated the basement, you could see how far back it extended into the darkness. It was like real horror movie shit—the perfect atmospheric backdrop for what was about to unfold.
Oh my God. Just thinking about it is making me feel chills or sweats because it was really creepy down there. The enormity of being underground in the basement, in the dark, in this huge castle while knowing I was about to be subjected to water torture—that's where the real test began.
The enormous water torture tank looked absolutely menacing. In the harsh production lighting, it appeared super cold—you could see steam rising off the surface, and it looked absolutely freezing. The whole setup seemed designed to break someone down. When do you ever face being dunked in a big human-sized water tank? That's Fear Factor-level stuff, the kind of thing that makes you question what you've gotten yourself into.
The Scene
When it came time for the scene, JP tied me up with a toy attached to me, and then began dunking me in the tank repeatedly. The powerful force of being submerged again and again, not knowing when the next plunge would come, created an intensity I'd never experienced.
The second half involved a fire hose. JP tied me up sitting against a pillar with my legs open. He used the powerful force of water shooting from the fire hose directly on my clit and pussy. The pressure was incredible, and I was getting completely soaked in the process.
The Real Struggle
In scenes like these, the greatest challenges for me are psychological. I had to avoid psyching myself out in the tank. Just the vastness of being underground in the basement, in the dark, in this huge castle while being dunked in the water - it was all so intimidating!
When I immerse myself in kink experiences like this one, I focus on surrendering completely to the moment and avoiding overthinking. It's all about letting go. I remember clearing my mind entirely and giving into the experience—being more in touch with my physical senses rather than getting caught up in mental chatter about what was happening to me.
The Safety Net
Despite this intimidating setting and intense scenario, I felt completely safe. The cool thing about Kink productions and the people involved is how protected and taken care of I felt, even while being subjected to water torture.
John Paul is incredible that way. He's so gentle, even though he's forceful and firm. When he talks to you and prepares you for what's coming, he makes you feel really comfortable. It wasn't truly scary—after all, it was just John Paul, the Pope. Everybody at Kink was so cool that it felt like a group of friends protecting me throughout the entire experience.
That tank that looked so menacing? It was actually really warm and comfortable. The steam wasn't from cold—it was just the way they filmed it.
The Outcome
Surprisingly, the fire hose technique actually brought me to orgasm! It was pretty incredible—not at all what I expected going into such an intense scene. It was so much fun, and I survived!
I remember looking at the video and photos after they were released on the site and thinking, "Wow, I can't believe that's me!"
Reclaiming My Strength
At the end of the day, I felt stronger and braver than I thought I was. For me, performance is about proving to myself that I'm not too scared to do challenging things. Testing these boundaries as an adult feels like reclaiming power from past versions of myself—countering what I'd been told about not taking risks.
Experiences like this one showed me that I am tough. So many Kink.com scenes gave me that feeling: the realization that I'm a badass and stronger than I thought.
The Real Magic
That basement scene remains one of my most powerful memories—not just for the physical intensity, but for what it taught me about facing fears and discovering my own resilience. What began as something terrifying became a moment of profound personal growth.
