When I think of all the fun adventures that I’ve had at Kink, it’s hard to choose a favorite. But one of the most memorable experiences I’ve had as a model was an Electrosluts shoot with Mona Wales.
That day at the Armory in 2016 now feels like forever ago. It was my first time working with Mona - an incredible dominant and performer!
It was Mona's birthday so it was fun to lean into that and push myself to take more. After all, I did want her to have an enjoyable birthday and I was happy to be of service!
Mona wasn’t the only one enjoying herself, I was indulging in some of my favorite things like bottoming to a sexy dominant lady. I was more than happy to listen attentively and be a good little bottom doing everything that Mona told me to do.
Keeping Things Real
Some scenes that I’ve performed in are more scripted, or lean into role play or fantasy. Not this one. This electrifying scene is an authentic D/s heavy electro shoot with wild bondage predicaments, electro toys, a magic wand vibrator and electrified anal!
With Fivestar’s kinky genius behind the camera and directing the scene, I knew I was in great hands! I was still new to performing at Kink and I was enjoying the process of learning how to collaborate with a director and my scene partner.
This type of challenging predicament bondage was exactly what I loved, exactly what I craved, and I wanted more!
Planning the Scene
When Fivestar had the idea to hang me over a metal sheet in bondage to conduct electricity for the toys Mona would be using on me, I was beyond excited! I also just love being suspended upside down and I got to do that while 69ing with Mona - so hot!
This type of challenging predicament bondage was exactly what I loved, exactly what I craved, and I wanted more! Inverted suspensions can heighten every other sensation flooding my body. I wanted to see how long I could last upside down, to see just how much I could take - it was a playful, kinky challenge that I reveled in.
The Action
I was overstimulated with pleasure, pain and sensation - and loving every minute of it. For the first time in a Kink shoot I was able to let viewers see some of the things I personally really liked without any acting or storyline. It was just authentic fun!
I loved discovering that electro play is half a mental battle, with a very short window of physical intensity and sensation.
Facing the Cattle Prod
Kink is a safe container to face our challenges and fears - and the cattle prod certainly can be intimidating at first! It presented a unique psychological challenge and I had to hype myself up before trying it.
Once I surrendered to the moment, the physical sensation wasn't as painful as I thought it would be. I loved discovering that electro play is half a mental battle - with a very short window of physical intensity and sensation.
I come back to my breath in all kinky scenes... It helps me recenter and tap into an almost meditative state, which helps me push my body and mind to do more.
The Pain Processing Tool Box
I’m a pretty heavy bottom and masochist. Depending on the scene, I use different techniques to process pain and work with energy. This shoot was so much fun for me because I got to navigate my way through the scene in a playful and authentic way. Sometimes I process pain by laughing and there were definitely some giggles and squeals happening on set that day.
Laughter and breathwork move the energy and sensation through our bodies. I come back to my breath in all kinky scenes, especially when I’m bound in an intense suspension or engaging in any kind of impact or pain play. It helps me recenter and tap into an almost meditative state, which helps me push my body and mind to do more.
Learning from Every Scene
Every scene, every moment, is an opportunity for us to learn something new about ourselves and grow.
On this fine day at the iconic San Francisco Armory, I discovered cattle prods are more psychologically intimidating than painful. I discovered my fondness for working with Mona Wales and also that I am able to take a director's idea and push it into something more challenging and fun.
I have performed in so many memorable shoots for Kink with people like Jack Hammer XL, Stefanos, and of course The Pope JP. I hope to come back to make some more memories soon!
